IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU, BABY <3

SHIFTED.

2007-03-18T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hello people! I've shifted to here.

This blog will still remain though,

& I'll still update a little yea (:

I MISS YOU, J.

2007-03-17T18:55:00.000+08:00

& this is how I'm feeling right now.
Baby, I miss you so.
When are you ever gonna coming back? Sigh.

Way Back Into Love.

2007-03-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

Jingting didn't manage to get out of her house, again. So I met up with Abi, caught 'Music & Lyrics' with him, & the movie is nice! :D You guys should go catch it too, if you have not. Went to Plaza Sing's BK to eat after the movie, then we trained back to Bishan. Headed to find Miss Janice who was left all alone by MooMoo! HAHA. Slacked & all, came home around 2am? I think. Gonna pig at home tomorrow, lol. That's for all! <3

GOODNIGHT FOLKS.

Pictures! :D

Mr Abi, the Squirrel :P

Abi & I, (:

TWIST!

BLAH.

As usual, camwhore.

Screwed up plans.

2007-03-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

So let's see! Damien, Zenith, Jingting & I planned to study today but we didn't.

Reasons being :
1. Jingting could not leave her house due to her parents =.-
2. Vivo doesn't have any places for us to study. (dumb choice of place to study)
3. We walked around Vivo thinking what to do & ended up wasting time.
4. We wasted even more time on travelling, so we decided to go home.

& these sum up to us wasting practically 4hours of our precious time, well done aye? (:

As I was on my way home, I met Wing on the streets! Thank God I saw her, if not I'll be home like super early? Bubble tea, arcade then slacking under blocks talking about problems, that's my day with Wing (: Called Huimin up, I drank bubble tea again & we talked about God, problems & blah! Got home around 11pm, :D

Out with Miss Wong Chingting tomorrow! <3 Hope she doesn't fail to get out of her house again. Goodnight World.

I've been missing you.

2007-03-15T02:43:00.000+08:00

I can't get to sleep.

& you've been on my mind like always.

I miss you so, Baby.

YOU KNOW :

I want you back so much,

& I'm still waiting for that day that you would come back.

I hope I won't end up with disappointment,

cause being without you is the kind of life I hate.

St. James.

2007-03-14T16:46:00.000+08:00

St. James was alright, though my mood was rather down. Dancing with Abby is great (: Except for the freaking dancefloor which is so small that everyone was like packed sardines. Overall, it was still fine. Had supper with Jingting & Michelle after that, before heading home.

Probably have dinner with my Mom later, so tata! <3

You.

2007-03-13T12:22:00.000+08:00

Every time I think about you, you just drive me crazy.

I can't get you off of my mind.

Every time I think about what you've done for me,

I regretted taking you for granted.

I miss you with each day that goes by, & now that you're gone,

I can see that I was wrong.

So what would it take, to get you back into my arms?

I'm missing your smile, your touch.

Your everything that drives me wild.

Nobody can make me feel the way you do.

WIthout you I'm lost, & you're always in my thoughts.

I MISS YOU.

IMY!

2007-03-13T03:13:00.000+08:00

Boy, I'm so gonna go crazy just by thinking of you.

RAH.

2007-03-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

I hate to see couples on the street,

especially when I've to watch other people kissing.

They seem so sweet & loving,

& how I wish we could be like how we used to be.

Oh Baby, do you know how much I miss you?

AH.

2007-03-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

Spare me from all these pain.

Somone please help me.

Everytime I try to take a stand at all,

I see your face again & I fall.

Oh, how I wish I could just slit myself to death.

Sigh.

2007-03-11T16:52:00.000+08:00

I'm dying inside, & I long for you.

No one can ever replace you in my heart.

No one can affect me that much like you do..

The pain you give is just so unbearable.

But Baby, I'm still gonna choose to hang on.

Cause I've fallen so deep in love with you.

& I'm sorry if I appeared as an irritant to you.

I don't care how lovesick I sound, but I really miss you badly.

2007-03-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

We used to have this figured out.
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me, & I want you to be there.
Cause I miss the things that we shared.

(:

2007-03-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

Towned with Mr Pie today! We walked from Fareast to Heeren then to PS. After that we got bored, so we headed to Vivo (: I bought a top from Topshop, & Pie bought his tops from Topman! Omg, & I ate a lot today laa =.- Feel like a pig can, lol.

Trained back to Bishan, drank bubble tea then Mr Pie sent me home! & I swear he made me laugh a lot today like a crazy girl, haha! But never mind, at least I was happy for that moment :D

Alright, Mommy is gonna take my laptop away till June cause her computer at home broke down! So she has to use my laptop to do her office work & stuff, shit manxz. I HATE THIS! :( BYEBYE!

Pictures :D

Mr Pie is camera shy! LOL.

Forever showing a retarded face of his, =.-

In Topshop changing room; Vivo (:

If I could.

2007-03-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

If I could turn back time,

I promise I'll never make the same mistakes I did again.

IMissYou, JoshuaLDY ♥

I'm missing you more than ever.

2007-03-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

I slept at 3am last night, & I ended up waking up at only 11am this morning when I'm supposed to be up by 6.30am. Got to school at 12plus, had lunch & the dumb talk continued. I swear I wasn't paying attention only when it came to all the games (:

Ended at 6, ate at Subway with Ly, Joceline, Ah ma & Kenny! We played at the aracade from 7plus to 9 laa =.- Killer man, lol. Bought food, sat at bubble tea for awhile then we all went home. Yea, that's my day!

Tomorrow is either pig-in or day-out! So goodnight folks~

You're the only one.

2007-03-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

In you is everything that I'm missing.
So won't you give both of us another a chance?

I really love you.

Do I?

2007-03-08T19:27:00.000+08:00

Do I even make a difference in your life?

Is it a smile forced on your face or is it because you're really happy?

I hate all these guessing, it sucks.

& thoughts of you keep running through my mind.

It just won't stop, simply won't.

& I'm so weak without your touch,

so lost without you being here with me.

BAHH..

2007-03-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

You suck, I suck.

Everybody sucks.

Quit being a -, you donkey ass ripping shit.

FUCK YOU, YOU & STILL YOU.

RANDOM:

I love grey (:

It seems no matter what I do, my heart still tears into two.

2007-03-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

When I said go, I never meant away.

Baby, you know how much you mean to me.

To trust my words or not, it's purely up to you.

Even if you don't, I understand.

Cause I never once did anything to make you trust,

yet time & time again I betrayed your trust.

I'm really sorry.

Sorry for all the things I did wrong,

& I've really changed.

All I need now is one more chance to be with you,

to love you & care for you.

I'm giving you all the time you need,

just remember that I'm right here for waiting for you, still.

I ♥ U

Things I never knew, cause you wouldn't say.

2007-03-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

What do I do now that you're gone?

No back up plan, no second chance & no one else to blame.

If only..

2007-03-04T01:06:00.000+08:00

If only I could choose not to know anything,
if only I wasn't so affected by our breakup,
if only I didn't put in so much for this relationship,
if only I tried harder to change,
if only I knew how to cherish you,
if only I didn't love you so much,
if only I choose to forget you,
if only I choose not to hold on anymore,
if only I never want you to come back,
I wouldn't have been hurt so deeply.
If only..

& my heart keeps breaking over & over again.
When will all this stop?
When will the day that I forget you come?
Do you still love me or do you not?
Are you still tired of being in a relationship?
Did you ever thought of giving me one more chance?
Please do know that I really need you, sigh..

I love you stil.

Sigh.

2007-03-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

If only I have tried harder to change, would things be different now?

Had Band concert yesterday! & it was great. Good job KCB! :DDD & You guys must be wondering why I didn't perform right? Cause I quitted band already, so yea. Watched 'Just Follow Law' with Janice, Jingting, Abi & Aaron after that. Movie ended around 2plus, 3. Janice & Jingting went home. Abi, Aaron & I contunued slacking under my block. Aaron left first, then Abi & I talked about some stuff, got home at 4.45am.

I think I'm gonna rot at home today, so tired & I'm feeling really lazy. But I'm craving for BUBBLE TEA NOW!!!! AHHHHH :( Shall go buy it later, hoho. Bye people! (:

:'(

2007-02-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

I really need you.

Random.

2007-02-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

Alright, so I went to my aunt's house yesterday & I has so much fun playing with my nephew! :D He's damn freaking cute, love him lots. My cousin & I were practically playing with him the whole time till we left my aunt's house laa! CAUSE WE WERE SO BORED, that my nephew was the only source of our entertainment. HAHA! Met Joshua after that, & of course I'm happy (: Talked & fooled around, then we headed home around 10plus, 11. OH! & Chingay on Sat was damn fun cause we had Post-Parade (: Danced till I perspire so much laa, but still fun!

Today's school was rather slack for me. I was messaging throughout Lit class cause Mrs Loh is still on MC. Mr Chong didn't come, so I slept throughout Physics. Had Amaths break then slacked in Chinese class again. So pratically, I did nothing for school today other than slacking? Lol. There's PE tomorrow, & we're doing F&C. I think I'll just die laa =.-

& I've been feeling kinda emo these days, don't ask me why. I just feel this way.

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Pictures! :D

Janice; Jingting; Deeban, with me (:

Geraleine, HweiShyan & I :D

Nephew, Zachary! Adorable man :DDDDD

& me, who loves to camwhore (:

:DDDDDDDD

2007-02-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

That look in your eyes,

why does it seem so.. I don't know how to say but,

your cuteness just makes me melt.

I love you so (:

2007-02-20T03:12:00.000+08:00

本来不觉得你特别疼我,
直到你放弃爱我以后, 来不及了..
对不起长大太慢, 害你遗失了我,
抱歉, 让你白费了这么多..

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Everything is too late but Baby,
I can't help it but to think of you everynight..
I miss every little thing of you.
I don't wanna act happy anymore cause I'm not.
So tired of putting up a brave front.
I still do wish that you'll come back,
but I'll tell myself everyday that that's not gonna happen.
No matter what, it won't.
The fact is you're gone & never coming back.
Sigh..

I'll forget you someday, I hope..

CNY is boring.

2007-02-20T01:56:00.000+08:00

So I spend my CNY slacking around Bishan today. How uncool is that, can someone please tell me? =.- Met Jingting, & we ate at Subway for dinner (: So yummy, hoho! Yuzhong came for awhile but left for Brent's house. Met up with Michelle awhile before she went clubbing, then Teri, Glenn & Nicholas came to find us. To entertain the bored us, LOL! Chit chat & joked around till 1.20am, Teri & Jingting sent me home. Yea, so that's my day :D I'm gonna pig in tomorrow.. Goodnight dear folks! TOODLES~

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Pictures!

Subway (:

At the bus stop (:
Can't help it, we love camwhoring! HAHA.

Cool, my hands can produce light :DDD

RWAR!

2007-02-19T02:34:00.000+08:00

Alright, met Janice & Yap yap just now. Chit chat awhile then came home around 1am like that. So yep! I'm super sleepy now, & I'm gonna turn in for the night/morning soon. Goodnight/morning people! :D

(:

2007-02-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

Alright, so I'm back from visiting already. Visited both Mommy's & Daddy's relatives. Which means on the 2nd & 3rd of CNY I'm free, & it also means I would be bored at home unless someone asks me out. I camwhored A LOT today, HAHA! So fun can :DDD Got lotsa red packets today, hope to get more then I'll be rich! HOHO. & I don't know what to have for dinner later =.- Even eating a meal is sucha chore, lol.

Pictures! :D

Daddy, Sister & Brother ; Me :D

This is what we wore!!

Mommy & I, loves :DDD

Love you Jiejie (: ;

Blow kisses! Haha ;

Once a retard, forever a retard :P

I love his hair man, soft & brown ;

You're a fucktard, haha! Kidding :P ;

Didi & I (:, love my brother lots!

Her name is Baby (: ;

She's damn cute laa! How I wish she's mine!

Sister & brother, haha!

In my aunt's car. ;

Oh-so-skinny face, learn from Miss Wong Chingting! Haha. ;

Retarded :P ; Twist twist. ; In the taxi (: ;

Smiles with teeth. ; This was yesterday night's.

& I LOVE TO CAMWHORE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Happy New Year everybody! :D

2007-02-18T00:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE :DDDDD

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So I had reunion dinner today & I was freaking full =.- Cause Kay & I went out to eat at like 3plus, 4. I ate fried banana, drank bubble tea plus a burger from 7-11. & I had dinner at 6plus. I was like so freaking full, that I'm so sure I could roll on the floor like a ball! HAHA :P

Headed back to Bishan, met up with Huiyee & Kay. Wanted to go Party World but it's close :( So sad laa, cannot sing! Played at arcade for awhile then slacked at Guangyang playground there. After that accompanied Huiyee to wait for Yen under my block, then Kay & I slacked at surf till 11.30pm before coming home.

Today is CNY already, so happy nehxz cause got a lot of red packets to take! I'm gonna be rich man, HOHOHO :D Alright, goodnight people! <3

Why..

2007-02-17T13:21:00.000+08:00

Why does it seems that my heart keeps breaking over & over again? Sigh.

YAHOOOO..!!

2007-02-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

Went for school today cause I decided to be a good girl (: Our class won 2nd for the banner competition, haha. Screamed like a mad woman when Amos went up to take the prize :P After school ended, bathed & everything before meeting up with Jingting & Kay. Headed down to town to find Huiyee, hehe.

I left around 6pm cause I had reunion dinner with my Mommy, Stepdad, Sister, Brother & his friend. Ate & walked around after dinner (: Met Kay, Jingting & Huiyee. Slacked for a little while then home sweet home :D Yea, that's my day. & I'm so freaking tired now! Gonna sleep soon, goodnight dear readers <3

Pictures! :D

Our class banner, plus Joceline, Jacq & I :DDD

Marcus's idiotic face! HAHA :P

Kay Lim, Wong Chingting & Eng Yuting <3

Oops, cut off Kay's face =/

Downstairs my house, hehe (:

My sweetie & I :D

Retards, hahaha!

Aww.. Don't you feel love? Lol.

Small eyes V.S Big eyes.

& Miss Wong Chingting is damn cute laa! :P

:D

2007-02-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was Valentine's Day. I'm overjoyed cause I received many many presents, but at the same time I'm gonna grow fat cause there's so much sweets & chocolates. HAHA! Thanks for all the presents people, love you all man :D & I'm glad things between Janice & I are okay now. Feel so(992938010218) much better can?! Love you darling, promise I'll listen to you in future okay? Won't ever disappoint you again <3

After school slacked around Bishan with Jingting & Kay. Huiyee came to meet us after her work. Jingting & I sent Huiyee home, after that we walked all the way back to my block to chit chat a little. So she went home around 11.20pm. & I'm going to school tomorrow laa, what a miracle for Yuting. LOL! Alright, goodnight folks (:

RAHH..

2007-02-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

FUCKING HURT..

& guess what people, I'm a fucking loner. HAHA!
I seriously hate my life now,
it totally sucks.
Any ways to end it faster? LOL!

(:

2007-02-12T19:28:00.000+08:00

Hey people! I'll be blogging at my xanga now too :D

Oh well..

2007-02-12T12:44:00.000+08:00

So apparently, I'm back home cause I went to school this morning & only to find out that all my subject teachers are not in school! Wth can =.- So I decided to come home. Probably studying a little later as I've promised Mommy to.

Met up with Abi & Aaron yesterday. They were so nice to accompany me for dinner (: Yes, I'm a lonely kid after all the things that have happened. Maybe those people are happy to see me in sucha pathetic state too, but I deserve this? Haha. We ate our dinner, chit chat, slacked at playground then both of them sent me home! Thank God I still have friends like them, & I had a good laugh with them too :D

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So anyways, I think that everyone deserves a second chance & it's not as if I'm perfect & I don't make mistakes. Like hello, I'm asking you two for forgiveness cause I know my mistake but not for the sake of being forgiven. Ohmytian can?! Everytime I ask, you guys give me attitude. Thanks huh, I so needed that. Imagine you guys were me, how would you feel if I treated you all like that? Yes, I know I disappointed you two first! But can't I just have a second chance? That's all I'm asking for. I've done what I could do, whether to forgive me is really up to you two already. I'm tired of getting those fucked up attitude from you guys, seriously tired.

DAMN.

2007-02-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU!
How I wish I could just get you out of my mind.
Eng Yuting, wtf are you thinking man?

I hate my fucking life.

& thanks for not replying my message when you're like actually outside yesterday. Thanks huh? _l_

Lost Without You-Delta Goodrem

2007-02-09T19:32:00.000+08:00

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How AM I ( not my ) going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

How AM I (not my ) ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face

All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you

ROAR!

2007-02-06T00:49:00.000+08:00

I need Joshua, I need him badly. Why did fate brought us together, yet this is happening to us? Nothing is going right. He may be fine, but I'm seriously not. NOT A SINGLE BIT! I feel so much like sleeping & never wake up. How I wish I could choose not to accept this fact. But hello Eng Yuting, it's useless. WAKE UP!

FUCK ALL THESE SHIT, & YOU'RE NO LONGER MINE! FUCK.

Over.

2007-02-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

We broke up, don't ask me why.
It's just over, okay?

Anyways, Joshua thanks for everything yea? (:

:DDDDDDDDD

2007-02-03T14:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Six Months, My Baby Boy! (:

Thanks for all the love you've given me,
& the patience you had towards all my nonsense.
I've never thought that we could come this far.
Since it has already happened,
let's try to make this love last forever.
I love you deep deep down in my heart :D

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2007-02-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder, am I ~~worth~~ your love?

YOYOYOYOYO! :DDDDDDDD

2007-01-29T16:42:00.000+08:00

Omg, I'm like so bored now! Studied POA finish already. Luckily I did listen a little in class, if not I wouldn't even understand a single thing (: So yea, figured it out & I roughly know how to do. Shall revise again tomorrow! Going down to Baby's house later to play audition :D Can't wait laa, haha. I love audition man, but then my laptop is so lousy =.- That explains why I can't play audition. Sad sad the moiixz :(

Bathing soon, bye bye! <333333333

I seriously dread going to school.

2007-01-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Met up with Brendon & Damien today to study (: Huimin came after that. Alright, Brendon & I were practically talking non-stop while Damien was concentrating on his work. So much for studying huh, Brendon? HAHA! Dinner at S-11, bubble tea after that, then arcade :D Chit chat outside NTUC, Huimin left followed by Brendon then Damien.

Waited for Baby under my block then he came around 10.50pm. Talked for awhile & all before going home (: Miss him so much laa! Hehe. Oh, there's school tomorrow & school seriously sucks! Deprive my beauty sleep, :( But never mind, I get to see Baby so it's okay. Alright, gonna sleep soon. Nights! <3

School's depriving me of my sleep :(

2007-01-24T19:57:00.000+08:00

Ate at Mos with Jingting, Susanna & Janice after school today. Slacked at library with library with Pamela & Denise too. After Denise, Pamela & Susanna left, we plus Eileen went to the CC playground to stone. Came home around 7plus cause Mommy bought dinner (: & I took lotsa unglam pictures of people today! HAHA, but I'm not so bad like some dog to post them on their blogs. I'm nice, :D Nothing much already, so byebye! <3

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HEHS :P

I swear Janice, Susanna & I went "wow!" when we saw so many cars in our school's parade square! LOL.

Pamela & Susanna (:

:DDDDDDD

I swear they both have fucking hot legs! I WANT LAA :(

I got bored so I drew the back of my shoe, but then my art really sucks! =/

Monday is slack day, hoho!

2007-01-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

Alright, so after school I went to bubble tea with Jingting, Pamela, Nadia & Huimin. Huimin went off first for band. Studied at the library today, woohoo~ I feel that I'm sucha good girl, lol. I've finished my homework but I seriously do not know how to do my POA at all! Omg, I better start paying attention in class. I should try to get more rest so I won't be that sleepy in class.

There's PE tomorrow, whee! Can't wait, :D PE IS FUN! Cause Miss Chng is taking us this year. Tough but fun & I can lose weight, HAHA! Okay, goodnight <3

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Total retard, lol.

AHHHHH..

Bestfriends :DDD

Jingting, you're so cute laa!

& yes, this is me laa! CHUBBY FACE, OMG.

I love Janice & Jingting :D

2007-01-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

Bugis with Jingting & Janice today get get my CNY clothes & I got them! So happy, hoho (: & the weather today is BAD, BAD, BAD. I was perspiring almost the whole day & the three of us were dying for air-con! HAHAHA.

I'm having lesser & lesser money in my bank now. It has been dropping continuously & it somehow doesn't go up due to me being so spendthrift. I think it's time for me to learn how to save, & seriously I can't wait for CNY to come!!! I need cash to buy lotsa things, not that I'm money-faced laa :P

Met Baby just now too! SO DAMN HAPPY :D It seems so long since I last met him, lol. But in fact I didn't meet him for one day only laa =.- Okay, gonna go bathe now & sleep! I'm so freaking tired after walking for the whole day. Goodnight folks! <3

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Jingting, Janice & Yuting :D

Reflection!!

HAHAHA :P

Before going out.

& I love myself, whee~

:DDDDDDDD

2007-01-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

After school I went home to bathe & changed then I met up with Baby! <3 Headed down to Velocity, ate our dinner & slacked outside the shopping mall. We finally took pictures again! It's been soooooooo long since we last took a picture. So happy :D Bused down back to Bishan, Baby sent me home & he went to play lan with his friends I think? Gonna meet Janice, Jingting & Yuzhong now! Lol. So yea, byebye! (:

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Pictures!!!

LOVESSSS :D

BABY BABY!

I love kissing your cheeks my boy! :D

LDY is the best (:

Twist twist :D

Loving you always, I promise!

I hate school, argh!

2007-01-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

School's so boring, & the hours are so long laa! It's so sickening alright? I still feel so hopeless in my Physics. I'm so afraid that I cannot make it! ENG YUTING, YOU'VE TO BUCK UP MAN. Omg :( Met Baby after school, ate at LJS, walked around for awhile, stoned under my block then he sent me home :D

School ends at like 4.45 tomorrow & the last 2periods are like Chinese? =.- I think most likely I'm gonna skip it. The teacher can't teach for goodness sake! I rather self-study, I think it'll be better. Haha! Gonna sleep early tonight, so freaking sleepy. Alright, bye people! <3

Retail therapy, but my heart aches! -LOL

2007-01-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

Had church in the morning, lunched with my Mommy then I met Michelle to collect my clothes from the sellers. I met 4 sellers today, how cool. HAHA! I spent over 80plus bucks today on clothes & food. Well done Yuting, keep it up =.- So guess what? I'm broke now, but I'm gonna start saving again. LOL! Then when I have the money, I'm gonna spend it again but this time on other things. You guys don't have to know, :P

Michelle & I was in town the whole day walking around, ha. Bused back to Bishan around 6plus. Ate our dinner, played at the arcade, made my specs then I met Baby while Michelle headed home! (: Baby sent me home around 9plus, 10! Waiting for him to message me now, hehe. Oh, I bought this freaking short skirt & I've no choice but to wear leggings. It's like omg, so freaking short laa! Okay, but I like it so who cares? HOHO.

Goodnight people! <3

School's boring!

2007-01-09T22:11:00.000+08:00

Had 4 free periods today. I literally rotted okay?! & of course I started camwhoring when I was bored, hehe. Met Baby after school, ate at Jeight, walked around, ate fries from bubble tea shop, bought dinner & homed :D Gonna sleep soon, once Baby sleep I'll sleep. Lol, goodnight folks! Toodles <3

Pictures:

Edited :D

Yea, that's me! LOL.

I swear I look damn round here, like a ball. HAHA!

I look doing this, neh neh neh! :P

CherylEYT.

Tom Yam is yummy! :D

2007-01-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

Omg, I just ate finish my Tom Yam for dinner & I'm sweating like a pig. I was eating in the kitchen, so it's like no fan plus the fact that the food is spicy! But still, it's yummy :D Spicy then nice, hahaha! After school Baby came over my house to use the computer, after that he went to sleep. I stoned around then I disturbed him when he was sleeping, :P He accompanied me till 6.30pm before going home to take care of his Mommy. What a filial son & good boyfriend right? LOL!

Now I don't know what to do, cause it's so boring online & I miss Baby so damn much laa! :( Can't wait to see him tomorrow, hehe. Alright, byebye! <3

>

I need you like no one else before!
Promise to love me as long as you can (:
& we're in this love together, always ♥

It's morning! HAHA.

2007-01-08T08:29:00.000+08:00

Going to school soon! Waiting for Baby to come, haha. School is gonna be boring again, I only go to school for eMaths, English & MT, each double period & I can go home! It's like so dumb =.- Alright, update again tonight! Byebye :D

LALALA~

2007-01-07T01:06:00.000+08:00

Met Kay, Jingting & Janice today to sign up for tution. After that bused down to Marina, saw Brendon on the bus. Walked around then Brendon went to meet Damien & people. Bused back to Bishan alone around 6plus cause I was going to meet Baby (: Met Baby & ate LJS, hehe! Slacked under my block after that home sweet home. Now Baby's watching his movie, lol. Gonna wait for him to reach home & sleep before I go to sleep :D There's still church tomorrow, ha. Okay, byebye! I'm gonna continue rotting, goodnight! <3

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Baby took this, :P

I'm a happy girl (:

2007-01-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FIVE MONTHS BABY! :D

+ = L-O-V-E (:

Thanks for eveything you've done Baby!
We're finally much better now, without quarelling at all.
I'm so happy laa, we never gonna leave each other okay.
We'll always be together & NO ONE can come inbetween us (:
I will be a better girlfriend, & I'll make you the happiest guy on Earth!
I LOVE YOU FOREVER, JOSHUA LIM DE YI! ♥
YOU'RE THE BEST TO ME NO MATTER WHAT :D:D:D

I'm rotting at home! =.-

2007-01-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

I slept till 4.15pm today but then I slept at 6am okay?! =.- Less than 12hours of sleep, wth! Should have sleep more but my stupid sister was talking on the phone so loudly in the room. Bitch you know, can't she see I'm sleeping? Grrr.. So Baby's out with his friends now, I'm all alone at home :( Think I'm gonna meet him in the night but I wonder if Mommy allows, shit! If she doesn't allow, I think I'm gonna go mad missing Baby laa! Miss him like fuck now can?! Then probably I've to wait till tomorrow before I can see him, sigh. I wanna see him NOW, NOW, NOW! AHHH.. Alright, I should shut up. Byebye people! :D

>

I miss you so much Baby! :(
How I wish I could have you by my side forever! ♥

YIPEE YA YA! HAHAHA.

2006-12-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! (:
& all the best in whatever you guys do, with loves from me! HAHA.

I wanna thank all my friends for the wondeful 2006! Like :
Jingting, Janice, Elaine, Michelle, Kay, Susanna, Qianhan, Grace, Liangyu, Hwei Shyan, 3Joy'06 & everybody I know. Who have helped me in every little ways, thanks a lot :D
Most importantly, MY BABY! I love you so freaking much okay?! You're the best <3 Everything is gonna be good for us in this new year, & you shall never stop loving me! Hehe :P

& victims of mine, you guys are in much danger this year 2007 cause I'm gonna get so stressed up over O' Levels so I will go around attacking MORE people. HAHAHA! Beware :D Be glad I warned you guys first laa! Lol.

>

I went out with Baby today & yes, I fucking overslept so I didn't go to church. We went down to PS, but the 77th Street there didn't have the tie he want. I ate at Yoshinoya while he watch me eat, cause he ate before that already =.- Mommy & my Stepfather came down to meet us, walked around Carrefour then Mommy asked Baby & I to go first, lol. Got 10bucks from Mommy (:

Headed down to Heeren after that, got his tie. He's a happy boy now, HAHA! Bused down to his Daddy's house. Stoned around till 7plus, 8. Got back to Bishan & ate LJS :D Homed at 9.30pm (:

>

I wish to be with you forever, & ever :D
JoshuaLDY, I love you.

HELLO!

2006-12-30T23:49:00.000+08:00

So let's see, I woke up at 5pm today & I'm still feeling so tired now! It's like wth =.- I'm sucha pig can?! Met Baby just now at 9pm, walked around Jeight for awhile then we went to the CC playground. Stoned there until 11.20pm, after that home sweet home (: Alright, home isn't sweet at all. HAHAHA! It's my bed, so shouldn't it be bed sweet bed? Okay, I know it's lame but pardon me cause I'm really tired! Gonna sleep soon, so long people!

Toodles <3

Shopping! :D

2006-12-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

Met up with Baby today then headed down to Fareast. Baby bought a top then we went to Heeren & took neoprints again! :D This time is nicer, hehe. I like it so much! <3 Walked around, & Baby bought me my FleshImp bag! LOVE HIM LOADS MAN, lol.

Baby bought me a top at John Little cause he got voucher but don't know what to spend on, so he forced me to get a top! Haha, wth laa. He got Mommy a top too, so sweet of him right? My Baby is the best! :D & he got himself another tie. Sat at Starbucks cause Baby wanna drink his drink, & he love it so much! Lol. Stoned there till the rain stopped. Ate at a foodcourt near Plaza, before going down to Plaza. Bought Baby a top at 77th Street, & of course he likes it cause he chose it. HAHAHA! Trained back down to Bishan after that. Slacked under Block 178 for awhile then Baby sent me home <3

Okay, that's all! Goodnight people, toodles (:

>

You're like the sweetest guy on Earth!
I swear I love you so damn much, Baby ♥

Pictures (continued)

2006-12-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

I love your kisses (:

So happy together!

I look dumb =.-

Okay, this is me. I love myself (what a lie)!

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BYEBYE! :D

Pictures (:

2006-12-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Anna & I (:

Jewel & I.

I love Joshua LDY! :D

We swear we didn't know what we were doing =.-
But Baby's so cute laa! Hehe.

LOVES!

Aww.. So sad! Hahaha.
Omg, Baby's like the cutest on Earth! :P

You're the best!

Baby's side view! So handsome right? (:
My Baby is the best, haha.

Don't you feel loved? Lol.

This is what I wore today! (:
& gosh, I'm fat =.-

Merry Christmas! :D

2006-12-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

Had Christmas lunch at Shangri La today. Service first then lunch. Was so lazy to go around to take pictures this year plus my camera is spoilt, so yea. Cabbed down to Orchard Mrt Station with Anna & Jaslyn(?). Met Baby then we went Cathy to get our movie tickets. Baby is so nice can?! He watch Deathnote 2 already, yet he still accompanied me to watch :D I love him so so much, hehe!

Ate dinner at Plaza. We ate LJS again, yes AGAIN. Lol, we love LJS too much already. Walked around, then trained back to Bishan. Took neoprint (: & guess how dumb I could get? You know when you take neoprint got those mini size kind? I choose the the same as the 4 we chose =.- SO STUPID LAA! I FEEL EXTREMELY DUMB, ARGH! After that slacked at CC playground then Baby sent me home <3

Gonna sleep early tonight, I've been sleeping for 2, 3 hours for 2nights already. Wth laa, gonna replenish my energy, wahahaha! Goodnight people, & pictures in next post (:

AHHH..

2006-12-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

Apparently, I rotted at home the whole day. Woke up at 4.45pm, haha! But c'mon, I slept at 9.30am because I ate beehoon for breakfast again & in order to not get fat I slept that late/early (: Baby's out with his friends today & I've not seen him today yet. Most probably meeting him later, not sure. Hope can laa, if not I'm gonna go berserk! I'm missing him like mad now, omg. Argh!

Anyways, Mommy just painted my fingernails for me! Hahaha, yes yes. I know I'm lazy but what to do? :P But still I've to paint my own toenails cause Mommy can't paint my toenails nicely, no idea why. Now waiting for my fingernails to dry then I can start painting my toenails! :D

Gonna message Baby now! Bye people <3

HELLO PEOPLE, HELLO WORLD!

2006-12-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

So Baby & I went for my church's concert today. It was not too bad though (: & guess what people? Baby & I ate LJS for dinner AGAIN! Wonderful right? If this continues, I'm really gonna be a BIG FAT DINOSAUR! HAHAHAHA. Alright, so Baby wants me to tell you people that whatever I said in the previous post was a lie & that I've to say that I'm cute, pretty, hot, sexy & slim. Well done aye? Okay, I've to add on that whatever I said about myself being cute, pretty, hot, sexy & slim is on my own will. Now Baby if you happen to read this I bet you must be smiling from ear to ear! Lol, happy now? I'm the best girl in the world :D

I think I'm gonna turn in early tonight? Yes, for once. Or maybe from today onwards I'm gonna start turning in early if not when school starts, I'm SO SO SO dead. Goodnight folks! (:

>

Just three words, I Love You :D

BOOHOO.

2006-12-22T06:00:00.000+08:00

Omg, I miss Baby so much now! I want hug hug, hehe :D Meeting Baby at 5.30pm later. Going for my church's concert. Only Baby & I, yay! Our own world, whee hee~ After that think he going to play overnight lan. Sure reply my messages damn slow =.- Guys & their games. Just don't get it why they love to game so much, can someone tell me?! But thank God Baby love to shop too, cause I love shopping! WAHAHAHA.

Just ate finish my beehoon, haha. So cannot sleep till like 8plus laa! If not will grow fat. I can say I'm fat how much I want here cause Baby won't get to see it also, unless I ask him to read my blog. LOL! So hello everybody, I'M FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT. SO FAT LIKE A BIG DINOSAUR! :( Why can't I be slim like others? SOBS SOBS.

Alright, I'm gonna continue rotting. Good morning! (:

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I MISS YOU A LOT, YOU LITTLE PIGGY! :P
Everytime also sleep so early, then leave me alone to rot.
You are a bad Baby, no good no good.
HAHAHAHA! I love you always ♥

Out with Baby! :D

2006-12-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

Met up with Baby at 1pm today. Went to school to hand in his form, trained down to Cathy & caught 'Night At The Museum' (: The show is damn good, you guys should go catch it. Very nice, really! Haha. Ate at Kopitiam, played at the arcade, walk around then headed back to Bishan. Bought my Breadtalk & dinner for Brother then Baby came over my house. He left around 10plus to meet his friends & now I'm rotting at home in front of the computer! It's so boring =.- Alright, probably staying up to wait for Daddy to come home so I can have breakfast :D

Anyways, I'm super happy cause our relationship is getting better! Hehe. Lesser quarrels & more fun (: I love Baby truck loads, he's the best! HAHA.

Okay, byebye!

>

You make me feel as if I'm the happiest girl living on Earth! :D
I wanna be with you forever, & I hope our love will get stronger.
我爱你, 真的真的很爱你. 永远地爱你!

:(

2006-12-20T04:53:00.000+08:00

I miss Baby so much now! I can't wait to see him in 12hours time! Argh, still so long. But for sure, I'm gonna sleep til 4 like that. HAHAHA! So when I wake up, bathe & everything can go meet Baby already :D He better not be late!

Anyways, today Baby accompanied me to eat dinner. After that went to walk around & all. Mommy came over to pass us an umbrella cause I'm so unwilling to walk in the rain. We sat under my block till 11plus, 12 before I went home. So now I'm waiting for my Dad to buy breakfast home, hehe. I know I'm sucha pig laa, keep eating :P Even Baby also say I keep eating. But who cares? Lol. I enjoy eating (:

I will always love you with all my heart, Baby! ♥
& I miss you so so so so so damn freaking much, -cries

Games are boyfriend snatcher!

2006-12-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

GUYS & THEIR GAMES TOTALLY PISSED ME OFF! ARGH.

& wow, so much for not neglecting me when you game huh? BULLSHIT!

I MISS BABY SO MUCH! :(

2006-12-18T02:52:00.000+08:00

Baby accompanied me down to PS to get my belt from the person, & we ate LJS again! HAHAHA (: Walked around, played at the arcade then we headed back to Bishan. Stone under block. It started to rain like cats & dogs! Both of us were freezing cause the wind is damn cold. BRRRRR.. Decided to go to Jeight cause I was like hungry again! Ate sushi & hot tuna turnover, hehe. Got home around 10.20pm!

I miss Baby so freaking much now, I wanna have him by my side! :( Bet he's soundly asleep now, haha. Can imagine him sleeping, confirm look damn cute. Like small boy boy, lol. SO CUTEEEEE..!! Haha.

& I love JoshuaLDY till now & forever! Muacks <3

I love you so much, really.

2006-12-16T02:56:00.000+08:00

This guy is called Joshua Lim De Yi also known as Toon, my one & only Baby! We've been through many obstacles, & we've manage come so far. I may not be the right girl for you, & you may not be the right guy for me. But no matter what, I'm gonna love you with no regrets (: You're the best, always <3

I wanna,
thank you for doing so much for me,
thank you for all the surprises,
thank you for giving in to me,
thank you for tolerating my nonsense,
thank you for watching 'Happy Feet' with me,
thank you for alway disturbing me ( I feel loved this way :P),
thank you for giving me all the attention you could give to me,
thank you for all the care, love & concern you've showered,
thank you for treating me like I'm the only one,
thank you for making me feel loved,
thank you for calming me down when we watch horror movies,
thank you for sharing whatever you have with me,
thank you for all the hugs & kisses,
thank you for all the presents,
thank you for trying to stay up late with me though you're very tired,
thank you for telling me how much you love me & how much you miss me,
thank you for loving me so much since the starting,
thank you for everything you've done in this relationship,
I LOVE YOU, ALWAYS & FOREVER BABY :D

TOON & BALL <3

(:

2006-12-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

Life's been great with Baby around :D Yea, nothing much to update also. Everyday is day out with Baby other than yesterday I went Sentosa with Jingting, Huimin, Pamela, Damien, Kerwin, Boonsiang, Zenith, Sameul & Lester. I've sunburn now & I'm as red as a lobster. HAHAHA! Especially my face, so damn red. I don't like :( But definitely, I'm tanner now! Hehe.

Tomorrow going out with Baby to catch a movie! Can't wait, cause I miss him so damn much now though I just saw him like one hour plus ago :P Alrightie, I'm gonna sleep soon I guess? Lol.

Goodnight folks! :D

lol.

2006-12-11T03:34:00.000+08:00

Sentosa, I'm coming! (:
& I love my Baby so damn much, hehe!

>

Without Baby, my life seems really empty.
What happened today really let me realise how much I love him.
Thank God my feelings are coming back slowly :D
I'm happy that I've someone like Baby to be always here for me no matter what!
Loving him wholeheartedly is what I'm gonna do now.
I will be faithful, I love you my love (:

...

2006-12-08T06:52:00.000+08:00

So yea, it's gonna be 7am & I'm still not asleep. I don't seem tired at all, not even a single bit okay! Now talking on the phone with Damien, haha. He claimed that he was afraid of the dark when it's nearly morning =.- How dumb can?! HAHAHA. Alright, so I'm not sure whether I'm gonna sleep later & where I'm gonna go in the afternoon. Oh crap, life's so boring! Lol.

Okay, gonna concentrate talking on the phone! Byebye people, & good morning :D

LULALA.

2006-12-07T16:21:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY

So I met Baby & we headed down to PS to watch 'Happy Feet' (: The penguins are so cute can?! HEHE :D I was acting like some retarded kid in the cinema I swear =.- Played DDR & RockFever before we went for the movie. I was so tired that I started to get cranky! I'm a total idiot, I tell you. Baby almost went mad! HAHAHA. Trained back down to Bishan after the movie, ate dinner at Kim San Leng, then home sweet home :D Had so much fun with Baby laa <3

TODAY

Slept till 3.50pm, got up ate lunch & now I'm in front of the computer rotting. Oh well, I'll be meeting Baby later anyways <3

PICTURES :D (continued)

2006-12-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for my self-obsession :P

I swear my arms look damn skinny in here!

Why does Yuting have such small eyes?

So mian qiang! HAHAHA.

On the way back to Bishan, I was damn sleepy!

Getting ready.

1, 2, 3.

YAY! :D

So loved :D

>

HAHAHA, byebye! (:

PICTURES :D

2006-12-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

Like a pufferfish, LOL!

Please feel honoured, my dear (:

Jingting, Yuting & Kay.

I'm gonna lick you, hehe.

Inside breadtalk.

TWIT TWIT WORXZ :

Twits of the world unite :D

Ohh miie gawdd nehxz!

I wished I knew where the camera was, HAHAHA!

What small eyes we have (:

iiee lurbbe euuhh boii, myiie onee & onlii.

WOAH.

2006-12-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

Trained down to Vivo with Kay & Jingting today. Passed some stuff to breadtalk staff & we headed for lunch. Walked around, got more food. Bought sushi & drink, slacked at one corner. Took pictures, & of course Jingting & I took twit pictures again! HAHAHA :P

After sitting for an hour or so, we got up & met up with Huimin & Abigale. Back to Bishan, bought dinner for brother then the rest came my house & stoned laa. Abigale & Huimin went off first cause they had their programmes. Dinner with Kay & Jingting before meeting Baby (:

As usual, we rotted under the void deck! Got home around 10.45pm. So yea, finally got to see Baby! Missed him badly, hehe. Out with him tomorrow, wheeee~

GOODNIGHT <3 Pictures in another post!

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS BABY! (belated) :P

2006-12-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Four Months Baby!
Now this will be the last chance for both of us,
so let's cherish every single moment we have together okay?
I'm sorry that I've hurt you time & time again.
Trust me, I'll try to make you damn damn happy from now on!
I love you (:

It's better this way (:

2006-12-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

Slept till 5plus today. Bathed & all, then went down to meet Damien. Michelle & Fish came after that. Ate at LJS, walk around Jeight then stoned at Mcdonalds. Kerwin came to meet us, followed by Huimin & Nat. Played at the arcade then Michelle & Fish headed home first! Damien, Kerwin, Huimin, Nat & I sat outside NTUC for awhile then home sweet home (:

Goodnight! :D

>

Maybe it's better just being good friends right? (:
But I still love you laa, haha.

Stressed up.

2006-12-02T03:36:00.000+08:00

Alright, so things are fucked up now.
My feelings are so mixed up.
I cried when he initiate the break-up.
So it meant that he still mean something to me.
Is it that I still love him or is it maybe he was once important to me?
Do I even still have feelings for him or am I in love with the other guy only.
I know I'm being sucha bitch for loving another guy when I'm with him.
But somehow feelings can't be controlled,
& probably he didn't make me feel love enough.

How I wish I could know the answer myself.
What am I thinking?
If it was not for the incident yesterday, everyone will still be kept in the dark.
Isn't it better that way? Only my closest friends will know.
But now it seems like the whole wide world knows about it.
I just wanna bang my head against the wall & forget everything.
At least I won't feel so stressed up, guilty, bad or whatsoever.

I'm so sorry that I've hurt you so much.
Sorry for not being able to give you the love you wanted, sigh.
I know you must be very sad now,
yet I can't be there for you to comfort you like last time.
You'd rather choose to be alone.

& Boy, is it just an infatuation or is it true love?
I'm so confused.
You already have someone else on your mind,
yet I chose to stupidly love you.
Should I just forget you since I know it's impossible,
or should I wait for you?
You're never meant to be mine,
& I hate myself cause I always fall for the wrong guy.

Damn everything, I feel like a bitch.
It seems like I'm two-timing.
I wanna have my answer!
I wanna get all this clear.
Oh Lord, please help me won't you?

I don't want you to be the cause of our break-up.
I don't want you to feel bad or anything.
I don't want you to avoid me because I love you.
I don't want you to try to make me stop loving you.
I don't want you to love someone else.

If only you love me, how nice will it be?
I guess all these are just part of my wishful thinking.
How silly.

After writing so much, it seems like I really do love the other guy.
But I just think that things are going the wrong way.
It isn't suppose to be this way.
He loves me, & instead I love someone else.
I think I should try to get back my feelings for him.
In this way, no one gets hurt.

O-Town : All Or Nothing

2006-12-02T02:12:00.000+08:00

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realized its over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something, somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone
Who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe its right I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or neverIs it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing....

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside
For me in your life

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
Its now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all (2x)

Back from chalet.

2006-12-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

I'm back already, happy to hear from me again people? HAHAHA! So we had fun during the chalet though some things happened. Yea, shall not elaborate. Just wanna thank everyone for sucha fun chalet (:

Meeting Jingting & Huimin soon for dinner! Not sure if I'm meeting Baby tonight, see how it goes first. Maybe Mom is coming back so can't meet. If not I'm dead if she knows. Now I've to take precautions laa! So troublesome, argh. Alright, gonna buy dinner for my brother now!

Byebye people <3

>

There's no wrong in loving someone.

When things slowly start to change.

2006-11-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

Alright, back from class chalet! Going for Damien's chalet tomorrow (: Sure have lotsa fun! HAHAHA. Didn't sleep until 10plus in the morning today. Slept till 5plus at Michelle's house then went over to school with Jingting to clear our lockers. Headed home after that. Met Kay for dinner, arcade then talk for awhile at fitness corner, home sweet home :D

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I'm sorry that I just walked away like that.

SECOND LAST DAY OF WORK :D

2006-11-25T02:03:00.000+08:00

As usual, I went for work & I was so stressed up doing cashier that I almost cried. Luo Hui finally came at 4 & saved my life! If not I'll really just breakdown, lol. Was released at 8 from work today cause there were too many staffs there, (: I was overjoyed okay?! HAHAHA. Met Huimin, Jingting & their friend, Abigale. Chatted for awhile with them, then I trained down alone to meet Baby!

Baby sent me home around 12plus, & I finally got to spend a longer time with Baby today! :D And I realised I tend to say the wrong things in front of Baby, making him so upset. Sigh, I'm really sorry Baby :( Ahhh, I really have to try my best being a better girlfriend & stop saying the wrong things if not life for both of us wouldn't be good.

Hope I'm release early from work again tomorrow, hehe! Toodles <3

Work sucks!

2006-11-24T02:11:00.000+08:00

{EDIT}

Baby didn't fall alseep. He was charging his phone =.-

Okay, working really sucks but time is passing by kinda quickly. I'm left with 3more days of work, & I'll be free! HAHAHA, it's like I'm a bird in a cage waiting for the day to be free. I seriously have no life now can?! No bitching, shopping, slacking, late nights, & almost everything! I'm TOTALLY restricted from doing all these, fuck laa =.- What can of life is this? I doubt anybody wants this kind of life right? Lol.

Met Baby after work, & Baby doesn't allow me to see his phone for some reason! I wonder what's up with him again. So secretive, I feel so insecure! Imagine you take your boyfriend's phone & he asks you not to see, taking it back from you. How would you feel? Won't your imaginations run wild? C'mon, I'm not being sensitive or what. It's just how most humans will react. So yea, some of you might disagree but too bad, that's how you think not me. Baby sent me home at 12 (: But don't worry people, nothing bad happen kay? Everything is perfectly fine between us & I love my Baby very much, hehe :D Waiting for Baby's message but apparently, I think he fell asleep AGAIN! Shucks, it happens all the time.

Enough said, I'm gonna sleep soon cause there's work tomorrow! Goodnight <3

Bored.

2006-11-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

Alright, so I didn't go for band cause I'm so tired because of work & I didn't felt like going. Went over to Baby's place around 4plus. Met my Mother at 6plus, 7. Bought food from NTUC, got our dinner & headed home.

Tomorrow meeting Michelle & Jingting (: Yea, that's all. Hope Daddy doesn't nag at me AGAIN for going out. Goodnight people! <3

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Love is real, real is love,
Love is feeling, feeling love,
Love is wanting to be loved.

Love is touch, touch is love,
Love is reaching, reaching love,
Love is asking to be loved.

Love is you, You and me,
Love is knowing, We can be.

Love is free, free is love,
Love is living, living love,
Love is needing to be loved.

Work is getting super tiring!

2006-11-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

Met Baby in the afternoon for lunch before going to work (: Work is super tiring & I'm getting sick of it. I can't believe I still have another 7days to go! BAHHHH..!! :'( Shouldn't have work in the first place. This way, I can also spend more time with Baby laa!

So trained back to Bishan from HFC, bought some food from Pasar Malam & headed home! Work tomorrow, AGAIN! Claire is not coming to work, :( But XiaoHui is! Luckily she is, if not I'm gonna suffer there all ALONE.

Alright, I'm tired people. Gonna sleep early tonight! For the first time, lol. Goodnight! <3

First day of work!

2006-11-16T00:37:00.000+08:00

Omg, first day of work is damn tiring laa! But quite fun (: Hahaha! Work tomorrow again, sure super lots of people again, lol. Hmm, Yingnam & Shirley popped by! I got shocked, cause Yingnam told me she was coming by on Thursday then she suddenly appeared =/ She's coming to visit me tomorrow again which is today laa, lol. With Aliffah & more people! Sure damn shy, hahaha! What a lie. Yuting is a friendly girl so won't shy :D

Didn't work at the same outlet with Jingting&Huimin. So now I'm now working alone, so lonely! Hahaha. People come visit me at Habourfront Breadtalk kay people? (: & please buy bread! Alright, gotta go sleep soon!

Goodnight peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..!! <3

MY BOYFRIEND & I :D

2006-11-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

So vain, like a girl. Hahaha!

Baby was making his hair & I was dead bored.

I love you, love you, love you the most! :D

I swear I look like some retarded.

I wanna be with you forever! (:

Aww.. Baby loves me! Feel so loved, hehe <3

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Goodnight folks! & I love my Baby truck loads :D

Work's starting soon! :(

2006-11-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 3 & ate my lunch already. Gonna rot at home today unless Baby's meeting me in the night or something. Apparently he went to play lan with his friends =.- Damn dota! I'm gonna murder the person who created dota one day. Dota is sucha a boyfriend snatcher, humph! But since Baby like to play it I've no choice, I've to just accept it.

Starting work tomorrow already! Wednesday to Sunday for this week & next week from 2pm to 10pm. This is total crap, I wonder why did I even sign up for this work experience! Now I'm gonna have lesser time to accompany Baby, & I will miss him so damn much :'( How I wish these 2weeks will pass quickly. Oh, I've to fucking report at that place by 10.30am! Like wtf, damn early can. I have to get my butts out of the bed by what time laa. There goes my beauty sleep for this whole week, fuck shit!

It's so boring now! Nobody is talking to me online, & I bet Ah Foo is enjoying himself in the gym now with Brendon, bahhhh..!! Okay, byebye! (:

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I'll make you feel loved once again.

What a rainy day =.-

2006-11-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

Met Baby in the afternoon then we had lunch. It started raining after that so we called Eileen&Clement to get a cab & come to meet us then we cabbed down to East Coast Park. It was still raining there so we went to the arcade. Until around 5plus it was still raining so we decided to play bowling! Hahaha, it's damn fun laa (: Eileen & Baby are damn good, while Clement & I suck at it. But I think Clement is better than me!

Took Bus 13 back to Bishan but Eileen&Clement alighted first. So we went separate ways! After dinner, Baby sent me home :D Didn't get to rollaerblade today, the rain is sucha spoiler! Going to ECP with Baby another day, but then I think I'll be rather busy the next 2weeks cause I'm starting work soon. Shucks! There's church tomorrow so I'm gonna bathe & sleep early (:

Goodnight people <3

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While waiting for Eileen&Clement.

I'm number 2! & I suck laa :(
Baby's number 3, so good right! Hahaha.

I love you so much Baby, muacks! (:

I love Baby so much (:

2006-11-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

Met Baby at 2plus today, trained down to Vivocity & had our lunch there! I was super hungry laa =/ Hmm.. Then we bought tickets for 'The Covenant'. The show wasn't that bad laa, Steven Strait who is Caleb in the show is damn handsome! (: Hahaha. Had lots of fun with Baby today you know. I love him so much, muacks! <3

Going to East Coast with Baby, Eileen & Clement tomorrow! Gonna burn all my fats, lol. No laa, the main purpose of going East Coast is to have fun with Baby :D Alright, as well as Eileen&Clement. Double date! HAHAHA.

Alright, gonna sleep soon cause I'm tired. & yes, I know my soon is like forever. Probably I'll sleep around 1plus, 2plus! Goodnight people (:

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I'll prove to you that I'm the right girl for you.
& you're gonna marry me no matter what! Haha.
I love you always & forever! (:

Fuck blogger.

2006-11-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

People, if you do not see your link under my way out, please kindly get me to link you cause blogge fucking make some parts of my template gone! Thanks a lot (:

BABY BABY BABY <3

2006-11-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

Going out with Baby to Vivocity tomorrow! :D Yay, so happy! Hahaha. Gonna spend the whole day with him but Mommy's coming home tomorrow so I've to be home a little ealier than other days if not she will claim that I'm not spending enough time with her again =.-

Alright, so I spent my day with Shijing, Peiqin & Mimi. Shijing & Peiqin went home first then saw Qianhan & Liangyu in the arcade. So walk around with them (: I swear Qianhan is so damn cute laa! Lol, love her so much can?! Met Janice & Kay after that when the rest went home. Spend the rest of my night with them . So yea, nothing much already!

Goodnight folks! <3

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I'll try anything just to make you feel happy.
I'm doing my best, & I hope you can see the effort I'm putting in.
There may be many ups & downs in our relationship,
but Baby hold on tight to me & never let go.
Cause I really need you so.

:(

2006-11-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

Met up with Kay today, ate lunch & all. Stoned under Block 179 then she came over my house. Bought dinner for my brother, after that met Baby & we had dinner together (: As usual stoned under the void deck again & I guess I made Baby unhappy :( Sigh, I'm so sorry! Reached home around 10.30pm.

Baby's back but he's going to Malaysia tomorrow for 2days! I'm gonna miss him laa, hope he comes back quickly (:

Alright, nothing else to say already. Goodnight!

I miss you so.

2006-11-08T02:07:00.000+08:00

I'm eating ice-cream now, yummy! (: So hungry laa, but then ice-cream so sweet I scared become fat! :( Wait, the fact is I'm fat already. HAHAHA!

Baby's coming back soooooooooooooon! I can't believe it. After like one week or so, Baby's finally coming back :D & how I wish he doesn't need to go to Malaysia when he's back from Taiwan, cause that means I have to suffer for another few days, wth! -cries

I can't wait to see my Baby, omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH..

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I LOVE MY ONE & ONLY BABY :D

yet I'm so afraid of the answer, sigh.

HEH HEH!

2006-11-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

Why like that? Why you look away? HAHA.

I swear this is madness!

Eileen claims that the background looks as if I'm in Thailand =.-

AHHHHH..!!

I love acting so kawaii nehxz!

Seriously, I think I'm a 100% retard =.-

My friend, who's a retard too!
She don't even have a sense of direction where the camera is =.-

Alright, so you can see.
Eileen is trying to poke me, the Prawn Ball & eat.
She's too hungry, I guess! Lol.

Oh what oh, nothing amazing what?! =/

I'm pretty & hot (:
Too bad if you think I'm not!

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Pictures are done, enjoy people! Hahaha (:

BABY'S COMING BACK TOMORROW :D

2006-11-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

I talked on the phone with Damien till 6plus in the morning. Went swimming with Eileen in the morning at 10plus so I woke up at around 8plus, 9. I was so freaking tired can?! But after I was really wide awake, I felt better & much more energetic (:

We swam from 10plus to 12plus. Bathed & had lunch at S-11. I was taking silly pictures, & Eileen was stoning there. HAHAHA! We played at the arcade for awhile, after that she came over to my house to use the computer & finally she got to play her o2jam after for soooooooooooooo long! It was sucha satisfaction for her, lol. Clement came over then we had dinner together. Kenrick met up with us too! Kenrick & Eileen headed home while Clement joined Jason & gang. I met Janice & Kay :D Always have lots of fun with them! Got back home around 10plus, (:

& BABY'S COMING BACK TOMORROW! :DDDDDD Can you like imagine how fucking happy I am?! HAHAHAHA. I hope Baby will message me once he reaches Singapore (: But then again, I'm also afraid of the answer laa! Ah, whatever. Hope everything will turn out fine. I love you Baby! <3

Pictures in the next post.
BYEBYE PEOPLE!! GOODNIGHT :D

I FUCKING OVERSLEPT AGAIN!

2006-11-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

This time it's worse. I slept till 5, & obviously band finished already. Damn! Never mind, ShiJing says that Mr Sim is coming on thursday so it's good :D HAHAHA! Nothing much to add on already. So byebye! <3

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I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY! :(

STRESSSSS..!!

2006-11-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

Alright, stress over my own things. Feeling damn crappy now, Michelle knows it :( BAHHH..!! I'll just see how it goes before making any decisions then.

So I cabbed down to church in the morning, met Kay when my church ended. After that I went to meet Michelle cause of some things, don't be busybody people. Slacked around with Michelle, played arcade, eat & all. Ate fries for dinner! Damn full laa =.- Got home around 10.30pm.

Baby's Mommy or Daddy is gonna fetch him from the airport on Wednesday which means I can't go pick him up :( Hope he can meet me for awhile or something when he comes back on Wednesday! After that he's going to Malaysia, crap shit. Whatever, I'm so blah now. Damn!

Toodles! <3